Her

I had a crush on her for a while
Ive never really been good at expressing myself
but when I looked at her i just felt warm inside
anyways, we hung out everyday for almost a whole month
everyday before we would depart I would look at her and want to kiss her
but I was scared
i was hoping she would make a move but she wouldnt
maybe she didnt feel the same about me
that one night she stuck out her hand as if for me to hold it
so I did
she initiated us holding hands...maybe she does feel the same way I feel
but I wanted a kiss
time flew by and by , before I knew it it was my last night
the night before I was to leave
I figure if no ones makes a move tonight then the feelings can't be mutual
We are sitting in the car getting high
the thoughts going across my mind are how badly I wanted her
something inside of me sparks
I look at her and kiss her
She kisses me back and as our tongues met I was overcome with passion
We stopped kissing and she looked at me and says "that was amazing"
....I smile
She then caresses my breast
We continue to rub, touch, kiss etc.
All the while a waterfall of wondrous thoughts are racing in and out of my head
Excitement riddles through my body
This first time experience is turning out to be breathtaking, until I think about the next day
The day I am to leave =(
After our adventurous encounter all I want to do is hold her and continue what we started

The next day im on a plane...tears fill my eyes
I missed her so much already
If I would have stayed...what would have been

I think I fell in lust with her~