Lost in my mind

im lost in my mind.....an ocean full of thoughts...sleeping seems the only way to be released from this state....how do i get found....i need answers? When people choose a path for their lives do you follow it or stray from it? Whats the answer to that question? I often wonder what the percentage is for people who make a plan about how their life should go and then follow that plan....is it meant for us to even have a plan or just live life day to day with out not even an inkling of an an idea how it may turn out. I once had a plan and a dream and when it didnt turn out the way i had planned i was left out in the cold alone. So from then on i wondered how others in the world act in the same setting. Does God have a plan for each individual or does each individual have a plan for themselves. This i dont know and i dont know if anyone knows. So in the mean time im lost in my mind trying to figure out my place. A place to belong that feels right and comfortable. With the world evolving daily how do you succumb to the pressures of society and the norm of how things should be....hows should things be?