Numb

IM NUMB......i dont know how im feeling...what is this a product of....the feelings running through my blood are what...of sadness...disappointment...anger...bitterness...taking charge of ones life is done how with support or independently...not knowing what the future of the next five minutes to the next five years might hold....being pulled in one direction...only to be yanked in the other....growing up is scary for some...forced for others...scary because the transition from adolescence to adulthood can consume you before your ready....forced because the luxury to have a transition may not be there....being forced may be what kept you alive and going.....numb feelings are a plethora of emotions that are not understood...not knowing where to put them....when to let them show or when to hide them....how do i feel right now can you tell me how im suppose to feel???....how is the person standing in front of you suppose to feel is their situation worthy of sustaining emotion or numbness....Being numb plays a part in our lives that speaks for not knowing how to feel....not understanding how we feel...not knowing what feeling is taking over at the time....So i ask you....are you happy, sad, mad, bitter, angry????....whatever you say...are you sure thats it...or are you just Numb!