One Dimensional

being consumed of a lifetime dedication to one thing....then to have it ripped from you...DO NOT be one dimensional towards anything in life or confusion will run all up and through your interior and exterior because of the decision you made to focus on just that one thing...now in this day and age life is set up for you to do or be anything...to try lots and lots and to especially not be limited to one thing...because when that one thing does not work out...your left stranded in a world of everything that could have been when really what could have been is everything in this world.....


....i focused on one thing my whole life...then it ended that one night i decided to call it quits...i was then lost... too lost...wishing i had then tried so many other things... i regret being so one dimensional...my lesson has been learned....yours should be too... now!

the words i can't say

what do i do with the words i can't say, hold on to them in, say them....or do i shout them out....what about whisper....write a song with them....the words i cant say allow me to remain silent....present a facade to the world....you see i don't want to speak up and appear a certain way...so there are words i can't say...when will the time come to speak up or will the silence remain in destitute...the words i can't say are better written down....writing allows the words i can't say to be spoken...i repeat WRITING ALLOWS THE WORDS I CAN'T SAY TO BE SPOKEN...read what i'm saying is to hear it as well.....you will always be able to read the words i can't say....you will always be able to hear me if you just read~

Numb

IM NUMB......i dont know how im feeling...what is this a product of....the feelings running through my blood are what...of sadness...disappointment...anger...bitterness...taking charge of ones life is done how with support or independently...not knowing what the future of the next five minutes to the next five years might hold....being pulled in one direction...only to be yanked in the other....growing up is scary for some...forced for others...scary because the transition from adolescence to adulthood can consume you before your ready....forced because the luxury to have a transition may not be there....being forced may be what kept you alive and going.....numb feelings are a plethora of emotions that are not understood...not knowing where to put them....when to let them show or when to hide them....how do i feel right now can you tell me how im suppose to feel???....how is the person standing in front of you suppose to feel is their situation worthy of sustaining emotion or numbness....Being numb plays a part in our lives that speaks for not knowing how to feel....not understanding how we feel...not knowing what feeling is taking over at the time....So i ask you....are you happy, sad, mad, bitter, angry????....whatever you say...are you sure thats it...or are you just Numb!

Background Music To life

We hear tunes....what goes through the head then...what is it....anger,happiness, bitterness, confusion....what is it....the music with in keeps us goin....it was said that some pray and some just turn up the radio....the music with in is a spirit of some sort passing through our ears transpiring into our souls...the music with in is a power that releases energy that has the potential to heal....to make us cry...to make us famous....to make us sad and to allow us to produce....what is music to you?...is it important?...where would you be without it?....would you be able to function?....you dont have to be a musician, singer, rapper or composer to have music be conclusive in your life....the fact that something so simple could have such a big impact....music is the background to life....whats the background music to your life???

ThAts THe WAy LovE gOes

like a moth through a flame...burned by the fire...my love is blind...cant you see my desire....thats the way love goes....being in love can trick you, confuse you, and consume you....but when you have found it....embrace...let it hold you...have sex with him/her.....your 1on 1 lookin into the eyes of a soulmate....thats the way love goes....millions of people in one room...but you only see your love....dont be shy...be crazy have the time of your life....let go and be free....thats the way love goes...is love really blind?...or is it staring you in the depths of of your soul waiting for you to realize it....let it take you there.....your body should feel numb...but irrevocably sheer and unheavy of burdens....it keeps us going....it gives hope and it ruins....thats the way love goes....dont be afraid....it will break you and hurt...hurt like hell...but that means superficial love was present....the real shit....is a heaven of ecstasy....let love be blind so it will surprise you when the time is right....most important....dont look for it or it wont be complete....let if find you...because it will...patience child...patience is a virtue.....falling in love, making love, being loved....the whole experience....let it in you...in my head this is how love goes!!!

the style of being weird

fashion is the style of the century....being weird is a complete question mark...is it ok to be different......is it ok to be different....over here being different stands out..over there being different means being an outcast...is that ok...is that acceptable....where is the location where being weird is the shit....where is the location where that is in....a small town in the middle of idaho....or manhattan NY....can i express myself....can you express yourself....we will constantly be judged, ridiculed, loved, hated, excepted and dissed....can you hold your own....be weird....be different...be festive...be boring...be a lover....be a fighter...BE YOU!

walking down the street

as i walk down the street i see through whats being seen on the outside....people look from the shoe laces to the split ends he's this....she's that...walking down the street we see a shell....not the essence of whats pure....it could be hidden forever....whats real will never reveal itself